In a perfect world? Maybe...
Mood:  irritated

Ack, I can't believe I actually lost all my freakin' entries!
I didn't really lose them though, I just decided to delete them. 
Maybe its for the best.?. It still hurt alot when I would
catch a glimpse of the past entries. Why hold onto something
that makes my heart ache? I don't see a point. Eh I dunno...
All I do know is if thats what it feels like to have you're heart 
truely broken - then screw it, I don't ever want it again.
Once was enough thankyou very much.

So well apart from all that sappy bs... Shannon came over
yest and we kicked it for awhile. Now...... Ok this is kinda
what bothered me, she lied to me about bein' clean cause
she had just got out of jail like not even 3 weeks ago. I'm
like "You don't have to lie to kick it with me!", I was just
pissed cause why the hell did she think she had to lie? 

Well, Shannon and I shouldn't probably hang out though.
Especially with me havin' court on Monday and her still on
probation... 'cause we ended up makin' a few calls and goin'
downtown and gettin' blazed out of our minds. Yep, typical
us! haha... Close call though, we thought the cops were
beatin' down the door and all of us in the appt just totally
bolted... Shannon and I ran out on the balcony and were
gettin' ready to jump off - not even jokin'. Then to find out
it was just some kid who was drunk off his ass. Right on!

Today though... I have just been kickin' it at home with myself.
I'm gonna go out with Jesse later tonight and probably spend
the night over there or whatever. We always have fun so thats
pretty cool. Yep, and... I better get ready cause yeah he is
always on time... grrr haha